What is Love?? An afterthought...

Love is,

Loving someone for two months and know you'll want to marry her,

Hating someone for leaving 12 years ago yet pining for her to show up everyday,

Missing someone far away, knowing that things might not go your way yet you hope that it will anyways,

Reis said:" Love has no reason. It just came and you know it."

I said:" Many are looking for love but they can't find it so they substitute it with sex."

And he said:" How can you look for something that you know not about?"

How can i look for love if i have never known love? Do i really need to know love to find it? But if i know it, i don't have to look for it anymore, do i? Life is just so confusing...

After I listen to his story, i was touched by his love and I didn't cry... But after I heard his answers to my question... I did. And I don't even know why. Is it because I finally found the answer I wanted? Or knowing that answer cleared some knots in my mind? Did I cry for relieve? Or cried because now I know I have not experienced love?

Would the one i want be the one I love? Does he truly LOVE me like he said he does? WIll he wait because he loves me or will he not wait because he LOVES me?

Trevin waited, so i thought he loved me.. but ended up he left me. Is that really love?

How will I ever know the answer?

Don't wait for the answer... Just enjoy the process. Let it go, my dearest... Just let it gooo....