It's another full moon tonight...

It's another Full Moon tonight...

I seem to be seeing a lot of Full Moons recently...

Did time really pass so quickly? Or has it been ages since i look up into the dark blue sky?

What is the date today? I don't know...

Is it the first day or the fifteenth of the lunar month?

What have i been doing thus far?

Everything seems to be moving at a really fast pace these days.. i barely have time to sit and think.. Even meal times were just a sit-and-eat-and-watch-or-talk sessions. Luckily for me, i have had company for meals these days... But still i ask myself.. did time really accelerate? How come i dun have time for anything anymore? Is my life hereafter gonna be like this??

But i really shouldn't be complaining.. I have really good times these days.. smooth and somehow, i managed to get things done. Maybe that's why time seem to have flew past. It seems like my sis was never here. I seems like i havent had anny visitors for a long time. It seems like i have never moved from this seat in front of my com. It seemed just yesterday that i last entered a blog here. But we all know i did.

For the first time in a long while... I feel empty.

All these days, i have never once stopped to think, "what am i doing?" or "what am i going to do next?" I seem to be in perpetual state of happy trance. Happy trance? i hear u say... yeah... u heard right. All the happy things just happened and it all happened so fast. I really have nothing to complain about. But that's the way it is about good things that happens. It never last. Not that i have anything to complain about. But that's just the way it is. When it is all over, a sense of emptiness engulfs u suddenly, making you realise what just happened the last couple of days. It's like a spot of rain in a hot, mid-summers day. You are suddenly awake from the dreamlike daze.

Welcome back to reality.
Check.

It's time to get back to work. Alone.

I really didn't mind the trance-like state. I got things done and its all done well.

But i also realise that it is at this time that you can truly appreciate how well life has been treating you and that you deserve to be treated well. So no matter how hard the in-between gets, i'll always remember that the next bout of good times is just hanging around the corner.

Now THAT's a happy thought. ('',)