Overcome my weaknesses...

I have a weakness.

Who doesn't?

But there are people who are aware of their weaknesses, and those who don't. I am very well aware of my weaknesses but I never try my best to overcome them.

Till something happens.

Why we ALWAYS wait till something happens before we commit to change, is beyond my comprehension. But that's what we always do. Maybe the severity of the weakness or the consequences that it will bring is not drastic enough to bring about resolutions to change.

Till something bad happens. And it has.

I felt it. Fear like I have never felt. Now I know how they feel. The feeling of helplessness, where females are considered the weaker sex; where the male dominance is just to strong to be overpowered. The beast is unleashed, yet the prey can only struggle, but never freed.

That overwhelming smell of my brother's cologne brings back the memory - Will I now be Clithrophobic? or Arrhenphobic? or Aphenphosmphobic?

Eremophobic - Fear of being oneself or lonliness.

That's the weakness I need to overcome.