The Girl @ The Balcony....

~The Girl @ The Balcony~

The girl at the balcony,
She's the one you chose.
I gave you the choice with me in mind,
but alas, your perception of me was not the same as mine.

You thought I was the life of the party,
Or one of those girls in that crowd.
But I am always on the balcony,
enjoying the scenes, moon & clouds.


Am I really the girl of your dreams, or is that someone else?
Someone from your past or another from your future?

Pete said, time keeps going and people grow apart if they don't keep in contact
I'm wondering how long does it take for the feelings to fade.
But that's assume it does fade. Will his love for me fade?

No, i need to believe, and trust him. I have a deep desire for him to love me, as much as i do love him. But why do I love him?

Because i fall in love with the man who loved the fiancee who died so many years ago and still carries her pic in his wallet...

Beacause I fell in love with the man who listens to my problems, and wants to share it with me...

Because I fell in love with the man who guides me to solve my problem and makes me feel taken care of...

Because I love the man who tries to brave for me even when he is afraid...

Because I love a man with a sense of humour and loves to have fun...

Because I love a man who is serious about his work...

Because I love a man who is comfortable with what he has...

Because I love a man who is willing to trust me and travel all the way round the globe just for me...

Because I fell in love with that adorable glasses that sits on his face...

Because I love a man who loves his stubble and stubbornly refuses to remove it...

Because I love a man who knows how to enjoy life...

Just because I love him... I love all that is him or becomes of him.

My alarm still goes off at 11.30pm... the time i had to leave him every night that he was here. I still kept that memory of him, of us, of everything we had.

I believed you when you said you don't know why you took so long to come see me... so i should believe you still.

Meeting you should have made me more assured... Somehow I feel even more insecure.

Whatever it is, wherever life takes me, I will believe in my heart and pray that it leads me to you. I love you. I want you to love me too. Forever. That's my wish.