Sunday, April 29, 2007

My Special Song...



Nothing to comment... It's a song dedicated to me by a special someone... Special Special...

I'm Living for the Moment..

I Belong To You
(Feat. Eros Ramazzotti)

Adesso no, non voglio più difendermi
Supererò dentro di me gli ostacoli
I miei momenti più difficili
Per te

There is no reason, there is no rhyme
It's crystal clear
I hear your voice
And all the darkness disappears
Everytime I look into your eyes
You make me love you
Questo inverno finirà
And I do truly love you
Fuori e dentro me
How you make me love you
Con le sue difficoltà
And I do truly love you

I belong to you, you belong to me
Forever

Want you
Baby I want you
And I thought that you should know
That I believe
And your the wind that's underneath my wings
I belong to you, you belong to me

Ho camminato su pensieri ripidi
You're my fantasy
Per solitudini e deserti aridi
You're my gentle breeze
Al ritmo della tua passione ora io vivrò
And I'll never let you go
L'amore attraverserò
You're the piece that makes me whole
Le onde dei suoi attimi
I can feel you in my soul
Profondi come oceani

Vincerò per te le paure che io sento
Quanto bruciano dentro le parole che non ho più detto, sai...

Oh..
Want you
Baby I want u
And I thought that you should know
That I believe

Lampi nel silenzio siamo noi yeah
I belong to you, you belong to me

You're the wind that's underneath my wings
I belong to you, you belong to me
Yeah hey yeah he

Adesso io ti sento
I will belong forever, to you


Friday, April 20, 2007

When there was Me and You (Part 1)

When there was Me and You...



It's funny when you find yourself looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want, is to be over there...
Why did I let myself believe, Miracles could happen,
'Cos now I have to pretend, that I dont really care.

I thought you were my fairytale, a dream when I'm not sleeping,
A wish upon a Star that's coming true...
But everybody else could tell, that I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you..

I swore I knew the melody, that I heard you singing..
And when you smile you made me feel, like I could sing along..
But then you went and changed the words..
Now my heart is empty.
I'm only left with used-to-bes and Once-upon-a-song

Now I know you're not a fairytale..
And dreams were meant for sleeping..
And wishes on a star, just don't come true... ohhh...
And Now, even I can tell that I confused my feelings with the truth..
Because I liked the view...
When there was me and you!

Will my love end up like Gabrielle's and Troy's? Does he really love me? Or am I thinking too much and reading too much into it? Maybe it's just too fast...

I hope I will never have to finish the Part 2....

NEVER.

Sunday, April 01, 2007

What is Love?? An afterthought...

Love is,

Loving someone for two months and know you'll want to marry her,

Hating someone for leaving 12 years ago yet pining for her to show up everyday,

Missing someone far away, knowing that things might not go your way yet you hope that it will anyways,

Reis said:" Love has no reason. It just came and you know it."

I said:" Many are looking for love but they can't find it so they substitute it with sex."

And he said:" How can you look for something that you know not about?"

How can i look for love if i have never known love? Do i really need to know love to find it? But if i know it, i don't have to look for it anymore, do i? Life is just so confusing...

After I listen to his story, i was touched by his love and I didn't cry... But after I heard his answers to my question... I did. And I don't even know why. Is it because I finally found the answer I wanted? Or knowing that answer cleared some knots in my mind? Did I cry for relieve? Or cried because now I know I have not experienced love?

Would the one i want be the one I love? Does he truly LOVE me like he said he does? WIll he wait because he loves me or will he not wait because he LOVES me?

Trevin waited, so i thought he loved me.. but ended up he left me. Is that really love?

How will I ever know the answer?

Don't wait for the answer... Just enjoy the process. Let it go, my dearest... Just let it gooo....