Another post on Money...

Recently, all I can ever think about is... Money.

How to spend less money, how to make more money, how to reduce owing money, how can i make more money... All things about money.

Now I understand why people always say its good to be a kid... where you don't have to worry about money, only how to get people to spend more money on you.

All you need is to have people give you all the money you will need. Parents.

But you lost that financial support once you are grown up and on your own.

I can always say, no one taught me about money; about owning that money, spending wisely, saving greatly, and investing surely.

How can I make more money so that I can redu e all the debts and start making money work for me?

Actually, on hindsight, I had lots of money-making abilities and opportunities. Especially when I was young. I had so much to work with, yet I didn't work on it. Why? Because I was too arrogant and idealistic. I always thought that no matter what, I could earn much more when I grow up and get to work. I always wanted to enjoy the NOW. I still do.

Except I didn't realise that I would have no money now to enjoy my now. I was too obsessed with materialistic stuff to realise that my now is never worth the now. Now, I realized, but I don't know what to do about it.

I need help, but who would be there to help me? God, please send me an angel... Someone to be there for me, and to guide me.

Please let that person that you send to me to call me up or drop me a msg to tell me that he/she is willing to sponsor me on that way to make big bucks. Someone to tell me that all i need to do is to trust him/her and everything will be taken care of.

I trust you, Lord, and I am trusting you to give me that I will need to live a better, debt-free life.

In the meantime, I will follow your heed and come home earlier, eat more at home, eat healthy and excercise more. Dear Lord, my Father in Heaven, please come to me and save me. I miss hearing your voice and I miss the closeness I had with you.

Please come to me. In Jesus name, amen.