It's a feat to guess what his heart is thinking...

This is the nick my friend was using the other day. Seems like we are in the same predicament. Is it me again? Is it really just me? Are my uncertainites unfounded? Are my fears unreasonable? Am i being too possessive? All these questions linger in my head and i feel so upset. If i have no right to ask, then what right does he have to be upset? Is it just his convenient excuse to break the date? Or is it really my fault that i asked? Even if it is, i have already apologized and explained why i think that way. Then why did he have to break the date? did he really wanted to meet me? damn, i am so sad right now. I am just so upset. We didn't start off the right way. We didn't understand each other enough. I know there are so many things that are wrong. But i really hope somehow things will be right one way or another. Why is it so hard for me to understand what he is thinking?