It's Such a Beautiful Day!!!

Yeahie!!! I passed my quiz!!!! This is the second quiz that i passed already (out of three, in case you were guessing) !!!!!! Good time for a pat on the back!!! *pat pat*

It seems to be a good start to a great end (i hope!) in terms where studies are concerned... But my social life seem to be taking a turn for the worse... "How do i lose my friends?" I will always remember this question from a friend of mine. Somehow it reflects the reality that i am running away from:

Friends need to be caught hold of, or you'll lose sight of them.

Is it just me again? or is it that i am truly losing my friends? i used to tell myself that it won't bother me, since friends come and go all the time... but it has bothered me quite a bit recently. Cos you see, i am a very social person. I NEED FRIENDS!!! On an afterthought, who doesn't? Friends are such an important root (not chapter) of our life!!!! No matter what age, which race or whatever phase of life a person is in, we need friends!

So, back to the point. Am i losing my friends? or am i just thinking rot? Cos the circle of "friends" i have in school now is so weird. I seem to gravitate around a few ppl but not once anchoring with one. I keep gravitating back to the girl i dislike and drift away from the friend that i wanna keep. My close girl friends are literally far away from me and the one (living) closest to me is busy with her work. Not that i am complaining, just that it feels lonely sometimes. Even with boyfriends, it's the same. I keep gravitating back to the one that i should have freed myself from, yet i keep losing the guy that i wanna get close to. Talking about life being a paradox!!!! *sigh*

Well, guess no one can get the best of both worlds. If i am doing well academically, my social life will continue to suffer. Seems like its not a bad tradeoff if i can do well at the end of my exams. But i still need to know if i am losing my friends. If any of my friend see this and thinks that i am thinking rot, please let me know so that i know that i still have friends around. Thank you sooo very much.

Well, guess its time to go back to my work. Been out for a while... heh... To do well academically, one can only devote enough time to write this blog for pleasure. The rest of the time must be devoted to studies. See what i mean when i say my social life is deteriorating? Guess you got the idea. Well, next time then!! : )