A Student's Life...

Just realised that a student's life is sooooooo boring. I wonder where has all my previous laughter and happy moments gone to. Where are all my KTV kahkis? Where are all my joking pals?? Where are all my hanging out friends??

As life progresses, these friends have moved on to their seperate lives: My secondary school friends have all graduated from poly and have been working for the past year or so; my jc close gal friends are either in the OTHER uni, or they have gone to the social uni. My school mates are mostly in their final year and are preparing for the most crucial battle of their lives. And there seem to be no prospective bf waiting for me anywhere in the near future. Everybody is so busy with their lives... WHAT AM I DOING WITH MINE??

Although its true that i have identified that my short term goal academically, i have not been able to form any goal with respect to the other aspects of my life. I always believe that life should be a balance of everything, but now i am only progressing steadily in one area of my life... The rest are STAGNANT!!! I can't believe it!!!! My social life is not exciting, my love life is non-existent and my family life is too peaceful. haha... at least that one is a good thing. But excitement is seriously lacking in my dormant life now. No wonder i feel so sleepy everyday... haiz...

SO now what? what kind of excitement can i get?? so far the only "excitement" i got are all from my family. I went for a birthday gathering last tuesday and all i did was to eat... then i have another cousin's birthday party coming this good friday and all i'm gonna do is to eat again. How exciting is that?!?!?! *sigh*

Another apprehension i have is with regards to my next academic year... Even though the friends that i have now are not exactly my best friends, but at least they are still friends who can talk, study and eat with me... Their company is usually fun and interesting. Except that now they are all studying for their final papers and after that they graduate. And that signifies the end to our fun-filled school days. Whether we will still keep in contact after they leave sch is still an uncertainty (i did mention that we ain't the best of friends, didn't i?) So how?? what am i going to do next semester when they all leave????????

Well, guess i gotta leave that problem at the back of my mind until it stares right at my face. As the chinese saying goes, "the bridge will be straight once the boat reaches it." So, why bother? haha... (running away, i hear you say? well, if you say so... haha)

WEll, time is up for me to go for my next lesson... Till the next time i come up to update on the more "exciting" parts of my life, i pray that life can at least maintain the peacefulness it has now... : )

~Ciao~