Friday, August 31, 2007

There is nowhere i'd rather be...

This is what I have to remind myself everyday.

There is nowhere I'd rather be than here and now.

This is where I have to be so that I can make a difference in the events around me.

Even if things don't feel right;
Even if everything doesn't go the way I do;
Even if things go wrong at the worst possible moments;
Even if things appear when you are least prepared;
Even if my love is not by my side;
Even if I don't get the touches, the love, the nearness that I crave;
Even if I can't see the next two hundred miles in front of me;
There is nowhere else I'd rather be.

I'll stay and make a difference;
I'll do whatever is within my power;
I'll make the ends work in my favour;
I'll strive to see the finished work of my efforts;
I'll be the light if the world falls into darkness;
I'll be the centre of my own Universe.

All I have to do is Ask, Believe and hang on long enough to Receive.
The world is my genie and it works it's own magic
All I need to do is eradicate the fear, drown the doubts and stamp my feet if I don't get it my way.

Last night, I had a terrible feeling,
It felt like I had loved and lost, that feeling was tearing me up.
It felt like I made a mistake and I should give up,
And nothing I do could take it away.
I read that book called The Secret,
And it told me to have no fear.
'Cos even if I can't see beyond two hundred miles,
I could still make my way to Belgium from here.
As long the headlight still shines,
and show me the next two hundred miles;
Or even if the light has dimmed, be thankful that at least it is still around.

My genie is as trustworthy; my problems seem to be over.
I believed so long that I have faith in my genie,
She will work her miracles at the snap of her fingers.
So instead of making my way to Belgium, I have decided to send my genie over.
I have faith in my genie to find my love for me, and bring him over here.
But if the love is not for me, then my genie will return.

I Refuse to have Negative Thoughts.
I will be Strong; I will Survive.

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Lonely...




Sometimes, words ain't needed when a song can say so much..

Lonely, I'm Mr. lonely,
I have nobody,
for my own
I am so lonely, im mr. Lonely
i have nobody,
for my own (o)
I i'm so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to
all my players out there
man ya know you got that one good girl
dawg that's always been there
man like took all the bullshit
then one day she can't take it no more
and decided to leave

yeah...

I woke up in the middle of the night
and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side,
coulda sworn I was dreamin,
for her I was feenin,
so I had to take a little ride.
Back tracking on these few years,
tryin to figure out what I
did to make it go bad,
cuz ever since my girl left me,
my whole life came crashin and I'm so...

lonely (so lonely),
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
for my own (to call my own girl)

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
for my own (to call my own girl)

Can't belive I had a girl like you
and I just let you walk
right out of my life,
after all I put u through u still stuck
around and stayed by my side.
What really hurt me is I broke your heart,
baby you were a good girl
and I had no right,
I really wanna make things right, cuz
without u in my life girl I'm so...

lonely (so lonely)
I'm mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
for my own (to call my own girl)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
for my own (to call my own girl)

Been all about the world
ain't neva met a girl that
can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come
where you would get up and run
and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be,
aint no one in the globe id rather see
then the girl of my dreams that made me,
Be so happy but now so lonely

lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
for my own (to call my own girl)

lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
for my own (to call my own girl)

Never thought that id be alone,
I didnt think you'd be gone this long,
I just want u to call my phone,
so stop playing girl and come
on home (come on home),
baby girl I didn't mean to shout,
I want me and you to work it out,
I never wished to ever hurt my baby,
and its drivin me crazy cuz Im so...

lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl)

I am so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
for my own (to call my own girl)

I am so lonely
so lonely (lonely)
so lonely (so lonely)
Mr. lonely (lonely),
so lonely (so lonely)
so lonely (lonely)
so lonely (so lonely)
so lonely
Mr. Lonely